No doubt just about every girl in the world would see the Jonas Brothers life as perfect. But what happens when a fan collides with whats really going on in the Jonas family? Maybe a bit more than you might think. Is Nick maybe in danger? Is Sierra the cause of it? or is it one of his own brothers? Maybe Nicole isn't very much on thier side as she claims to be. Things may not work out as planned but when the issue that Sierra and Nick might never be together he begins to lose faith. What will Nick do to get to Sierra? What does he have to worry about? a lot. But will he risk his own life for the girl of his dreams? read and find out. ;)


Chapter 1


Nick's POV

I sat there on the computer with Rodney that night, bored as I could possibly be when he finally brung up the idea to make me a myspace. I laughed at him and shrugged. "Sure, why not." I was tired and I found no use for him doing so, I instantly planned to delete the account anyways, but he was persistant so I let him.

"There, all set up." within a matter of minutes I has 12 friend request. "Gees, dude." He said in shock. "Well I guess thats what you get for being a famous person and what-not." I looked at him pulling my lips to the side and narrowing my eyes. "oh! hot chick at--" he quickly squinted at the clock on the bottom left hand side of the computer and continued. "10:45". I laughed and looked at the picture. Suddenly my expression lightened and a quiet smile played on my lips.

"add her." I said as if he were stupid for not doing it yet. There was something about her that just struck in my mind. Something...different.

"Alright, alright." he said clicking the 'approve' button. she was still online and I hoped I could get in a quick word before her. I liked it better when I could make the first move. Instead when I got to the home page I had a new message. I sighed and pushed Rodney's hand off the mouse. It was from her, but for some reason. I didnt mind it. Eagerly I clicked it and looked at the message; almost disgusted at what I saw. One word? one word? You have to be kidding me! I thought bitterly. "Yo." was all it said. but then I realized how casual that sounded. Like she had known me for years. I smiled lightly and clicked 'reply'.

"Dude, you don't know her she could be a terrorist!" Rodney laughed. I elbowed his arm and turned back to the computer.

"What should I say?" I pondered.

"You are not seriously stressing over that are you?" I looked at the screen.

"No, I just dont know what to say." I scratched my side and then rested my chin on my hand tiredly.

"I don't know dude, just be like, "hey, whats up?" or something. I bit my lip wondering if that would be too, too, oh I don't know. Casual? but she was casual. "just say something dude, it wont last." I shrugged knowing he was probably right and typed it in.


Hey. whats up?

I rubbed my chin looking at the words, then finally forced the mouse on the send button. We sat there and spoke for a few minutes, I sighed wondering if she was even online anymore, then suddenly when I clicked back to the home page. There was another message. I smiled and perked up in my seat. "click!" I grinned.

"wow dude, that wasnt gay at all." I glared at him for a second then looked at the messages. Again. It was her.

"What are you retards doing?" I heard Nicole huff from behind us. It was Rodney's little sister. I liked her, there was no doubt. But she was 13. Still that didn't seem to matter with me. We were friends. We did everything that friends do. We shared things with eachother we wouldn't dare let anyone else know, we stayed up watching movies and eating popcorn and most of the time I fell asleep. We talked on the phone at our own special time, 2:18. Not sure how it all started, but I loved it.

"Talking to a girl. Jealous much?" Rodney snarled. She didn't say anything so I turned around to reasure her.

"I just got a myspace, were talking to a lot of random people, not just girls." I smiled sympathetically and her expression lightened.

"No, its just this girl." He turned to the computer and read her name. "Sierra Skankyvics." I looked at him then at the computer.

"You're retarded, its Szankovics."

"Oh." his face blushed and I turned back to Nicole.

"But other people too." I smiled.

"Sure, whatever." she said storming off into the kitchen. I sighed and turned abck to the computer. Until about 3 a.m. we talked. and soon I fell asleep at the desk.

"Come on dude, lets go to bed." Rodney said hitting my arm.

"Er, okay." I said getting up drowsily. We slumped to his room and was out within about 30 seconds time.



Chapter 2

Nicole's POV



Slowly I sat down at the computer and looked at the screen. Nick had fallen asleep talking to her. I looked at the computer disgusted.


Awspriggsnra: hi
Szankovics: uh, hi, who is this?
Awspriggsnra: uh, yeah, im nicole, and i suggest you back off nick before i cause you some serious damage
Szankovics: er, uh, sorry.
Awspriggsnra: sure, just back off, k?
Szankovics: But I dont want to.
Awspriggsnra: well you have to
Szankovics: well thats not a very good reason.
Awspriggsnra: did i ever say it was?
Szankovics: well I guess not but I like him.
Awspriggsnra: listen chick, i dont know who u are, wat u want, or wat u think ur doing messing with my friends but i wont have it
Szankovics: Im sierra, nice to meet you, I just wanted to talk to Nick, thats all, and Im not messing with your friends, and I understand that, you must be very protective, but I would never hurt him.
Awspriggsnra: thats wat they all say "sierra" i dont believe u
Szankovics: well you should.
Awspriggsnra: and why is that?
Szankovics: because Im telling the truth.

The rest of the night I worked on getting to know her. She was so casual. Not something I would have expected from a fan. Finally, I let her in, and we become friends. But was this the start of disaster?

Sierra's POV

I had to do everything I could to keep this going. I liked him, I mean, he was Nick Jonas. So yeah, maybe I would have to sprinkle a few lies into my words, but hey, if thats what it takes. I wondered if I could possibly snatch him from Nicole. She was so protective, it was so ginuine, and even I appritiated it for him. She said that I didnt want to be mixed up with them. But I think she just wants to to butt out of it so she can have him. I dont know. Then I realized that maybe, if I wanted a real friend, I had to be real too. So I shrugged it off and dicided the lies end now.

The next few months flew by but suddenly came to a screetching hault. I looked at Nick's status and winced in pain. It read:

How long until the suffering ends? The pain. The loss. What am I supposed to do? It stopped for so long. and now. well now its comming back. Its as though everything is fading. hes never happy with me. and it hurts. hes my brother. hes supposed to be there for me. to love me. but he doesn't. Im becomming numb to it all. I hurt myself again today. to see if I still feel. I do. what a relief.

I swallowed hard, wondering how. What could have been going on. Maybe Nicole was right...maybe I didnt need to get caught up in all of this. Suddenly the sound of him signing on shattered my thoughts and the status quickly disapeared. An IM from him popped up with a simple 'hey.' and a smiley face.

"hey how are you feeling?" I replied. awaiting nervously for an answer.

"Fine. whats new with you?" he was avoiding the subject now, I could tell. But I find it better to talk about the problem. I had always been that way.