I Remember When We Kissed
by: iluvnickjonas1669
romanice/hope/loosing
summery: Rebecca mets the guy of her dreams...Nick Jonas, she goes on tour with him and his brothers, and she has all hope that he'll fall for her, but once Nick starts to warm up to her, he thinks its time to say goodbye, he was to much in love with her, he starts to give up music and he thinks if he does say goodbye that his music and brothers will come back, but its gonna be so hard for him to say goodbye to someone your in love with.

Chapter 1
*Rebecca's pov*

You know how hard its to say goodbye? my ex said goodbye and the thing is i see him everyday!!! man did i hate him...Drake!!! once i was starting to get closer to him, he dumps me for my best friend! and imma glad that its summer and i dont have to worry about him, cause i have my music and i have my favorite band that i hope to meet...The Jonas Brothers, they are the pplz that inspired me to write music and to share it with the world, but one promb, NO ONE LISTENS TO ME!!!! NO one hears me when i sing, NO one hears i play the pinao or guitar or drums or even my Trumpet!!!!! dont even my parents!! and imma also written songs about my brother, he died on April 2nd 2009, its now June 20th 2010. he's been gone for a long time, and i know that e listens to my music! i love him and miss him so, i was listening to my ipod, i went to the radio and just in time my jam came on...Imma Be by The Black Eyed Peas. i love this song!!! i walked into my room jaming to my jam, i walked up to my Jonas Brothers poster, i blew a kiss to Nick my lover and my man. i smiled as i threw myself on my bed. i mouthed the words as the song ends. i laughed, and then Never Say Never by The Fray. that was mine and Drakes song but not no more. i mouthed the words, and i think about that me and Drake aka Jark was dating that we never had are first kiss, i mean i had my first kiss but not my first kiss with him. and now imma wantiing Nick to be the next to kiss not because hes famous and i can brage about it to my friends but cause i love him enough to show that i care about him. and i know that i havent met him, but 'I Got A Feeling' that this summer will open up and let in something good, and imma just taking 'One Day At A Time' and taking 'One Step At A Time', i sat there, and i was not listening to what song was playing, but then Tic Tok by Ke$ha. i just had to smile and sing along, i was having an hell of a time! and i never really thought about it, but what if i find someone that was better than Nick? i rolled my eyes, that was never gonna happen, he's my #1 =] than Life After You by Daughtry came on. and i sing my heart out. i never really sing in my house, i only do when imma alone, and i know for a fact that theres NO Life After Nick, if something happed to him, i dont know what i'd do, even though i dont know him, but imma Over Obsessive Jonas Brothers Fan! i took my earphones out of my ears and i turned off my ipod, i run down stairs to find my sister asleep on the couch, i signed. ever sice Bryan died she'd been just laying around doing nothin. but imma just jumping around being my normal self, but i was still heart broken cause my big older brother was dead and he was the one that looked after me, but now imma the youngest, my older sister Olivia is 19 and imma just 16, Bryan was only 20 and was engaged to Molly Downfield, she was so nice and so pretty, he died just a week before the wedding. and now Molly moved in with us and is living in Bryans old room, she's still haven a hard time with out him, she was like a sister i never had, and since she's really close to the family, mom letted her stay, and that anther thing, my dad died when i was just 5 so i never really knew him, but its like everyone in my family is dieing, first my dad and than my brother, but i hope no one is next. i walked to the kitchen, Molly was sitting at the table looken at a magazine, her eyes went backk and froth across the page. i walked outside, and i run to our old tree house, that Bryan, Molly, Olivia and me build just a few mouths before he died. i climbed up the steps and i opened the bottem door, i climbed in and i closed the door and locked it. i sat down in the wooden chair that Bryan made, and i pulled out my Twilight book from the cobnet, i turned to my page that i left off from. i moved my finger across the page and under the words. about 5 minutes later, i hear a door slam, i putted my bookpark in my book and i closed it, and i run to the window, i saw a car and a moving van, we had new pplz, i smiled as i looked out the window, i saw a boy about 9 run out of the house and ran to the car, he opened it and grabed some toys, i hear a door slam again, and an older guy walked out, he looked like he was about 16 or 17. the little boy got out of the car, and he looked my way, i didnt look away, but when i saw his face he looked like he was Frankie Jonas...and then the teenager looked my way after saying something to what i think is Frankie, and once his face was looken at mine i froze, and i started to breathe hard, he looked like the love of my life. i ran from the window and i ran inside the house and ran to my room, i grabed my what ever those things are called, i forgot, i ran to my window and i looked threw the lins, and i saw his face.
"oh my god!!!!"
i was looken at the one and only Nicholas Jerry Jonas!!!! i screamed and i jumped around in my room, i couldnt believe he was livin on my street and livin next to me!!! Molly opend my door and gave me a look.
"whats goin on?"
"the Jonas Brothers just moved nextdoor to us!!!"
"no way"
she ran to my side and she looked through the thing i dont know what its called, she smiled and scremed with me!!. and she a huge Jonas Brothers fan to, but she's in love with Kevin.
"lets go say hi"
"ya huh wait NO"
"why not Rebecca?"
"i cant talk to Nick, i'll pass out or something!"
"you'll be fine, just think if you pass out, Nick can catch you"
"ok lets go"
i ran out the door, with Molly behide me, Olivia was still on the couch, and she was a JB fan to and if she'd only knew that Joe Jonas was livning next to us. me and Molly ran out the front door, and this time all 3 of the Jonas's was out side, Kevin was just stading there looken around, Joe was sittiing the roffless car, Nick was sitting beside him, in the drivers seat, he had one leg hanging out of the car, and the other leg on the dash board, he had his sunglasses on. Molly and me got closer. Kevin looked are way, and once he seen Molly he took of his sunglasses and he just watched her every move. Joe looked at Kevin, and made a weird face, and then Joe looked are way, Joe slaped Nick in the chest, Nick quickly sat up and looked at Joe, Joe pointed at us and Nick turned are way. Nick pulled down his sunglasses, i looked into his beautiful brown eyes. he pulled his sunglasses backk over his eyes and looked up at the sky. we walked up to Kevin and i was the first to speak.
"hello"
"hello" Kevin replayed
"i saw that yall just moved in and i didnt know it was The Jonas Brothers that moved hear"
"ya are dad though we should move to a new place and get to now more pplz, and if you can tell Nick doesnt look to happy about the move"
i looked at him and Nick was givin Kevin a glare
"stut up Kevin"
"fine than, see what i mean"
i laughed, and i looked backk at Nick, he pulled his sunglasses backk up and looked up at the sky.
"well Molly Downfield"
"nice to meet you Molly"
she shook hands with Kevin,Joe and Nick, Kevin looked at me and smiled
"and you are?"
"oh me imma Rebecca, but i have alot of nicknames so you can call me anything you want"
"how bout Becca?"
"thtz wonderful"
"awesome"
we shook hands and i went around to Joe.
"hey Joe imma Rebecca or Becca"
"heyo Beck, can i call you that?"
"sure, i love getten new nicknames"
he smiled and i walked over to Nick, who was still looken up at the sky, i stoped in front of him, i stared at his beautiful face, i wanted to say something but i was so worried bout what he was gonna say backk to me.
"hey Nick"
he looked at me and pulled down his sunglasses again, he showed his beautiful eyes that to me were chocolate.
"hi" he said backk
"Nicholas" Kevin and Joe said together
"hey imma Nick whats your name?" he said being a smart ass
"imma Rebecca Highheart, or you can call me Becca or something else" i said trying to be nice
" can i call you Rebecca?" he said being an ass again.
"thanks fine" i said looken away from him.
"well it was nice meeting you guys, and hope that you injoy Utah"
"thanks and sorry that Nick's being a butt"
i looked at Nick again, he gave Kevin another look. i rolled my eyes, i couldnt believe that my lover was being an ass about livin here and meeting me. Molly said bye to Kevin and everyone else, i waved to them, Kevin and Joe waved back, but Nick just sat there on his butt looken up at the sky. i walked backk into the house, and i crossed my arms around my chest.
"whats wrong Rebecca?"
"Nick, hes being an ass about meeting me, he didnt even look at once untell i was standing right by him"
"dont worrie about it, when the right time cames around he'll relised that he was being an ass and came say sorry to you"
"i hope so"

*Nick's pov*

everysignle girl in the world has something about them thats great, wonderful, bad or plane down right crapy. i fell in love with the wrong girl and she was one of the crapy girls a slut, she went off and dated Jesse McCartney, chose him over me. i just couldnt believe it. i was so in love with her and now that she's gone leaven me all alone, and my dad thought that the band doesnt go on tour this summer, that made me made and that we were moving!!! to Utha what town or city? i couldnt tell ya cause i dont know. all i know is that i want to go on tour and that i dont want to move, but both mom, dad, Kevin, Joe and Frankie though it was a great idea, Kevin wants to find a girl in Utha, Joe wants to make friends and find a girl, i want to go back to Dallas Texas and sit my ass in my chair and stare at the tv. i didnt like the idea of moving or not going on tour. going on tour for me is the best way to meet a girl. but i never see any i like. but like Kevin said to me on the way to Utha. "this could be fun and who knows you mit meet someone who will take your breath away" but i know for a fact that no one could heal the hole in my heart. and i said over and over 'What Did I Do To You Heart' and those words to to the girl who broke my heart, Tiffeny...man did i hate her but also was soo alone with out her, i never did anything for her to leave me. but i know that she know thinks that imma beiing a jerk, but i think she got it backwards. i sat in the passagers seat, with my ipod blasting. i was listening to Tic Tok by Ker$ha, i went through my hole playlist and i had nothing to listen to. i just went back and froth throught the songs and nothin cathed my eye that i wanted to listen to. so i went to the radio, Boom Boom Pow was playing. and then i knew what i wanted to listen to. i went back to my songs and clicked on Replay. The ride from Texas to Utha is sooo far and imma just sooo bored. i got my phone out, i had no text messages and i didnt know who to text. so i just daydreamed. i pulled on my sunglasses, and i rolled down my window, and i stared out into the open. my mom was driving her roffless car, dad was driven his old beated up truck, Kevin was drivin the car that imma sitting in, Frankie was in the back seat with Elvis my dog. Joe was riden with dad. and mom had her friend that livins in Utha, so mom had to drive her home and than go check out are new house. i was just soo pissed off. i didnt want to move and the words that came out of my mouth that was said to Joe was Over My Dead Body that i was gonna move. soo Joe grabed me by my legs and carryed me to the car. so that why imma here. i watched as signs go by. and than finilly i saw the Welcome To Utha! sign. i smiled my half smile.
"hey Kevin how much longer!?!?!?" i complained
"another hour just calm down"
"fine"
i looked back out the window, we came into a big city, alot of people was walken on the beach, there was a girl on Kevins side in a swimming suit and he was stareing.
"KEVIN!!! eyes on the road not on the girl"
Kevi shook his head and looks back on the road. and soon we made are way out of whatever the town that was. i couldnt take it anylonger. and than we finilly pulled up into are new house and new life. Kevin pulled the car into the grauge. i got out and opend the back door, I walked as Frankie jumped out and ran into the house, i putted Elvis on his leash. he jumped out of the car, i walked with Elvis's leash in my hand, i opened the trunk and i grabed all three of my bags, and once mom gets here i'll have more to grab. i shuted the hood and i walked inside. i saw this house over the school year, i ran up the stairs, with Elvis still with me. i went to the room i choosed and i close the door behide Elvis. i took him off his leash, i threw my bags on the floor, i walked to my window. mom was here, i opened my door and Elvis had to by the first one out the door, i ran down stairs and ran got side, i was still glad i had my sunglasses on, cause it was sunny out here, and cause a fan couldnt see me if anyone lived here, not that i want to let a fan know that i live here, but i just dont want anyone to know right now. mom had three bags in her hands, i walked up to her.
"are those mine mom?"
"yes, here please take them"
i grabed my bags, and mom looked like she was haven a hard time holden my bags
"what do you carry is there? Rocks?"
"haha no mom"
she smiled, i ran back inside and i ran up to my room, i threw my bags on the floor again. and dad came walken in with a big box, my bed that i had to make. he droped it on the floor and gave me a look.
"ok Nick, Joe and Kevi are setting up there beds, set up yours"
"ok"
i opened the box and soon i was setten up the bed and soon i was done, i putted on my sheets. once i was done i fell on my bed. Elvis jumped on the bed and layed on my stomch, i breathe in and out, i pushed Elvis off of me, and i jumped up. Elvis moved in a circle and layed down. i half smile at him. i run down stairs, and i saw Frankie ran out of the door, so i ran after him, just to keep an eye on him. he ran to moms car and opend the door, and got his toys out of the car. i pulled my sunglasses to the top of my head. i looked at Frankie, he looked into are new peoples that i dont know house.
"what are you looken at Frank?"
"at the girl in the tree"
"huh?"
i looked at the tree and there was a girl in a tree house was watching us. i looked at her, i could barly see her. so i dont know what she looks like. and then she just ran from the window and ran down the step and into her house, i shouged my shoulders. Kevin and Joe walked out side. Frankie ran inside. i open mom car door and i jumped in. i sat down, and i closed the door. i hang one legs over the door and the other on the dash board. Joe climbed in and just sat there. Kevin standed there with his sunglasses on and was stareing into mid air. i pulled my sunglasses over my eyes. and i looked up into the sky. i didnt know why i was out here. i guess just to get some sun. it was so hot out here and sunny, so why not? i just looked up into the sky not careing about anything. and then Joe slaped me in the chest. i sat up and i gave Joe a glare. Joe pointed to someone or something. i looked at what he was pointing at. and there was 2 girls standing there, i pulled down my sunglasses to get a better look at the brown haired girl, she was cute, but not for me. i pulled my sunglasses backk over my eyes and i stared backk into the sky.
"hello" one of the girls said
"hello" Kevin replayed
"i saw that yall just moved in and i didnt know it was The Jonas Brothers that moved hear"
"ya are dad though we should move to a new place and get to now more pplz, and if you can tell Nick doesnt look to happy about the move"
i pulled down my sunglasses and i looked at Kevin and gave him a glare
"stut up Kevin" i said
"fine than, see what i mean"
she laughed, looked at me, i pulled my sunglasses backk up and looked up at the sky.
"well Molly Downfield" the other girl said
"nice to meet you Molly"
she shook hands with Kevin, Joe and than me
"and you are?" Kevin said
"oh me imma Rebecca, but i have alot of nicknames so you can call me anything you want"
"how bout Becca?"
"thtz wonderful"
"awesome"
there shook hands and she walked around to Joe.
"hey Joe imma Rebecca or Becca"
"heyo Beck, can i call you that?"
"sure, i love getten new nicknames"
and now it was my turn to meet her. she walked over to me. i didnt look at her, i just looked at the sky.
"hey Nick"
i looked at her and pulled down my sunglasses again, i looked at her, she had the beautifulest blue eyes ever but i cant let myself get to warm around her.
"hi" i said backk
"Nicholas" Kevin and Joe said together
"hey imma Nick whats your name?" i said being a smart ass
"imma Rebecca Highheart, or you can call me Becca or something else" she said trying to be nice, and i could tell she wanted to tell me off
"can i call you Rebecca?" i said being an ass again.
"thanks fine" she said looken away from me.
she walked backk over to Kevin.
"well it was nice meeting you guys, and hope that you injoy Utah" Rebecca said
"thanks and sorry that Nick's being a butt"
i gave Kevin another glare, and than Molly and Rebecca walked away and once they were in their house, Kevin had to say something.
"Nicholas whats your prob!"
"nothin why?"
"you were being rude to a fan?"
"and your point is...?"
"whats the madder you? you were being rude!"
i looked up at the sky...again
"I liked Molly" Kevin said
"she just so beautiful and i can tell her heart is broken and i'd would heal it"
"ya and i hope that they have another sister" Joe said
"what bout you Nick?" Kevin said
"what about me?"
"which one of those girls did you like?"
"nother one, but Rebecca, i think we could be friends and nothin else"
"and why is that?"
"cause shes not the one for me"
"i but you like her and you just wont say it"
"dude i dont like her, if i did you would know by the way i act, and like i said we can be 'Just Friends',"

Chapter 2
*Rebecca's pov*

i walked down stairs, this summer day was just to much non fun summer day, i grabed my sunglasses and putted them on my face. i walked out the door, i looked over the Jonas's house, they've been living here for three weeks, and not even Once have Nick came over and said hi. just thinking about him, makes me just wanna...i dont know? then Nick came walking out side, with a guitar in his hand, he sat down in a lawn chair, he pushed his sunglasses up on his face. i thought about it for a moment, then i ran inside my house, ran up stairs and grabed my guitar.
"imma gonna sit and play with him if he likes it or NOT"
i sat running down the stairs, i ran back at side, Nick was still there, i raped the guitar strap around me. and walked over to Nick. and then i reached him.
"hey Nick"
"hi" he said not looking at me
"if you want me to leave i will"
"NO please dont leave me!" he said looking up
"why dont you dont even talk to me, and i was starting to think you dont like me at all"
"thats not true, and imma sorry for not talking and hanging out with you"
"its ok" i smiled
he smiled back and looked down at his figures as he moved then and stromed the strings that made music play.
"you know we can go up in my old tree house to play are guitars, if you want?"
"ya that would me great"


I'll write more soon =]
Peace~Love~Hope~Jonas! =]